Word of the Day:逝去

Weird word. But this is what you get when you ask ChatGPT to pick the words for you. I used to ask humans but I don't have time anymore.

I dunno, I seem to hyper to work on Instagram anymore. Maybe I need to take a break and do something else for a while. I have earned so much time today so... I could actually do that without guilt.

Mmm... I guess I will just wait until the Paper Project is gone and push anything extra over to another Paper so I can do this later as I don't think I could do all of this today even if I was focused more.

I have kinda two issues with doing this:

• upload the images/videos in the right account
• delete duplicates if those happen

I am almost thinking of just uploading right now then going through it another day and deleting the duplicates when I have time.

I am just having a private rave.

Apparently my dad sort of overdosed on Fentanyl ( someone might've slipped it to him )

Not that I am trying to minimize this event but my stomach doesn't feel good so I don't know if talking on the phone will be any better right now.

I did order food so I am considering perhaps calling after I get some food in my system so I can actually not sound like I am burping every 2 seconds.

Actually the hindu gods are sort of giving me strength tonight. I consider myself more part of the Buddhist collective, but Hanuman has visited me in the dream realm before.

My sister in law has been visited by the Abraham collective. Just because my experience is different than hers, doesn't mean I don't believe her experience is any less than mine or vice versa, but these are just our truths. Whenever source reveals it self to you in a divine form, that is its genuine attempt to contact your soul. It is reaching out for you.

Anyway, it is good that I didn't marry the Russian guy. Because Who has more authority? The Black Dragons or the Russian Mafia?

Maybe I could've had the authority to exact revenge on my father's enemies.

But I didn't follow through with it so, in reality I have nothing right now. But that might be for the best, because I don't think I would've shown leniency.

I am back on my TODOs and Paper Projects. I woke up early today and basically in good health so, this is a good start despite everything.

The ACT team is also still trying to get an appointment with me. I thought the 15th would be best. Astrologically speaking, it is better for me.

Mercury in Aries is a fast, bold, and very direct communication style. It’s like your thoughts move at full speed—and your mouth tries to keep up.

I was thinking perhaps monday when Mars Conjuncts Neptune but, I don't personally do well in Neptune so.. more of the negative aspects come out during those times for me. It is better to work in my strengths if I am having to deal with these people.

Today is Mars Sextile Uranus. It is actually the most auspicious for a chaotic neutral alignment.

1. Sudden bursts of motivation

You might feel randomly inspired to do something new

Acting on impulse—but in a productive way

Great for breaking out of ruts

2. Confidence to try something different

Willingness to take risks

Thinking outside the box

Doing things your way instead of following rules

3. Fast, intuitive action

You act quickly—but it works

Good timing, good instincts

Less hesitation than usual

4. Constructive rebellion

Standing up for yourself in a way that creates change

Challenging norms without everything blowing up

Innovation rather than chaos